madness.

Losing all hope is freedom.

It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.

x start. x buch. x vorab.
Nur so.. :S

TEN ARE YOU’S

1. Are you single - yes
2. Are you happy - not really
3. Are you bored – yes
4. Are you naked - no
5. Are you a blonde - no
6. Are you moody – yes
7. Are you a lover/hater - lover
8. Are you hot/cold - cold
9. Are you Irish - no
10. Are you Asian - no


TEN FACTS


1. Name – M.
2. Nicknames – -
3. Any birth marks - yes, on my shoulder
4. Hair color – light brown
5. Natural hair color - light brown
6. Eye color - green
7. Height - 1,80m
8. Mood - bored
9. Favorite colour – dark blue
10. One Place You Want to Visit - the US of America


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Do you believe in love at first sight – no
2. Do you believe in soul mates - yes
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yes
5. Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - maybe, don't know
6. Ever had your heart broken? - yes
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - yes
8. Are you afraid of commitment? - yes
9. Who was the last person you hugged? - S
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - M


TEN THIS OR THAT


1. Love or lust - both
3. Cats or dogs – dogs
4. A few best friends or many regular friends - few best friends
5. Television or internet - internet
6. Chinese Or Indian - -
7. Wild night out or romantic night in – romantic night in
8. Money or Happiness - happiness
9. Night or day - day
10. Msn or phone - msn


TEN HAVE YOU EVER


1. Been caught sneaking out – yes
2. Been skinny dipping - yes
3. Bungee jumped – no
4. Finished an entire jaw breaker – yes
5. Lied to someone you liked – yes
6. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – yes
8. Cried yourself to sleep? - yes
9. Cried because you lost a pet – no, never had a pet.
10. Wanted to disappear – yes


TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - both :'D
2. Light or dark hair – dark
3. Hugs or kisses - kisses
4. Shorter or taller – taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – both
6. Romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous
7. Funny or serious - both
8. Older or Younger - older
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad Ass – sweet


TEN HAVE YOU’S

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes
2. Ever done drugs – yes
3. Ever consumed alcohol? - yes
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – no
6. Ever Been on a dance team - yes
7. Ever been on a sports team - yes
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - yes
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - no
10. Ever been in a rap video? - no


TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - M
2. Last person you hung out with - S & L
4. Last time you worked – today (school)
5. Last person you tackled – C
6. Last person you IM’d - N
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - L, H & F
9. Last thing you missed – him.
10. Last thing you ate - pizza


LAST PERSON TO

1. Sleep beside you? - L
2. See you cry? – F
3. You went out to dinner with? - F, L, H
4. You talked on the phone to? - L
5. Made you laugh? - S


WOULD YOU RATHER


1. Pierce your nose or tongue? - none
2. Be serious or be funny? - funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? - skim
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? - parents


ARE YOU

1. Simple or complicated? - complicated
2. Retarded? - no


DO YOU PREFER


1. Flowers or candy? - candy
2. Gray or black? - gray
3. Colour or Black and white photos? - black and white
4. Sunrise or sunset? - sunset
5. Staying up late or waking up early? - staying up late


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Do you like anyone? - yes
2. Do they know it? - yes


DO YOU PREFER

1. Sun or moon? - moon
2. Winter or Summer? - Summer
3. Left or right? - left
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? - two best friends
5. Sun or rain? - sun
6. Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? - vanilla
7. Vodka or Jack Daniels? - vodka


UNIQUE

1. Nervous Habits? - oooh yeah!
2. Are you double jointed? - no
3. Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? - no
5. Can you cross your eyes? - yes
6. Do you make your bed daily? - no


QUESTIONS

1. Which shoe goes on first? - right one
2. Ever thrown something at someone? - yes
3. On average, how much money do you carry with you? way too little!
4. What jewellery do you wear? - festival bracelets rings & bracelets
5. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - twirl
6. Have you ever eaten Spam? - no
7. Favorite ice cream? - strawberry - or ben & jerry's cookie dough
8. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? - 3
9. What’s your favorite beverage? - sparkling water & ice tea :') and champagne
10. Do you cook? - when i have to... : D


IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU


1. Had a relationship? - no
2. Bought something? - yes
3. Sang? - yes
4. Been hugged? - yes
5. Felt stupid? - yes
6. Missed someone? - yes


LASTS


1. Last Alcoholic Drink - champagne
2. Last Car ride - münster & home
3. Last Movie Seen - inception @ cinema / surrogates @ home
4. Last Song Played - little lion man - mumford and sons

22.7.10 21:32


Werbung


swing life away... oder so

irgendwie ein deprimierender tag.
morgen geburtstag.
gestern ist L gefahren.. -_-
der herr obertoll ignoriert einen. &
am wochenende war area 4, es war gut - wirklich. jedoch bin ich so blöd & feige um einfach mit denen mitzugehen. dann würde ich jetzt bestimmt hier nicht so sitzen..
ich bin sooo verwirrt, ohje
grad dreh ich nochmehr durch als sonst schon ):
ich weiß nicht was ich sagen soll.
sehnsucht, man.
'was wünscht du dir eigentlich zum geburtstag?' - dass er bei mir ist? 'gar nichts.'
dann kommt immer "soso wunschlos glücklich höhöhöhö" jajajaja fuhajidgfdaiufha ich dreh noch durch.


27.8.09 18:13


Wonderwall.mp3

Wieder da aus Kroatien.. ich will zurück. & all die Leute wieder mitnehmen.
A & S; L & L; T & F & L; C & R & J & F; selbst die vokus.
& nicht zu vergessen A & E.. ohje, ich werd ihn wohl nie wieder sehen.
Zuviel passiert. verwirrt. keine ahnung was ich denken / fühlen soll. herjemine, ich will zurück - auf der stelle. hier ist alles so ungewohnt, fremd. hier kann ich nich mal eben A oder T in den arm nehmen, mit A & S witze reißen, über stars lästern oder mit den andern auf der terasse sitzen & stühle schrotten.
Why do all good things come to an end?
Naja, wir sehen uns wieder. hoffentlich. ich würds mir bei meiner nächsten sternschnuppe wünschen...
was ein urlaub. der beste überhaupt.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Ich vermisse euch - <3 .
31.7.09 21:36


Love is hard.mp3

idsiaghaiodguisad

Urlaub. war geil gewesen. xD mehr gibts nicht zu sagen.

gestern. abschied, argh. dieses jahr ging so verdammt schnell um : S  hoffentlich sieht man sich wieder. 'china liegt ja nicht aus der welt!' - 'und amerika auch nicht.'

samstag lan, mittwoch dann harry potter & freitag gehts nach kroatien.
hoffentlich wirds gut...

daksfhjkdjal. argh. wieso. als ob sich alles wiederholen würde. und nochmal auf anfang... das will ich nicht. nein.

And it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep, it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know, that love is hard.

 





9.7.09 21:20


Adios.mp3

Ich hab grad unglaubliche aggressionen... das darf doch wohl nicht wahr sein.
Wollt ihr mich alle verarschen? -.-

gott sei dank bin ich bald weg. aber danach geht der stress erst richtig los. ich will irgendwas schönes zerstören.

Er hat die Augen zugemacht
in seinem Blut tobt eine Schlacht
ein Heer marschiert durch seinen Darm
die Eingeweide werden langsam warm

Nichts ist für dich
nichts war für dich
nichts bleibt für dich
für immer
29.6.09 18:33


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